I have been reading some of the blogs tonight. If im honest, they are a part of the forum that i didnt really explore untill lately.
I sit here quite often wrapped up in my own self pity , i suppose not realizing that we all have a story to tell. The people on this forum are truly amazing, the things they have been through to lead them to the forum and the things they are still going through whilst coping in their journey to being debt free. Theres been many tears shed and even more sleepless nights. Many lessons been learned and even more still to learn but we cope and we go through life with a smile on our face.
The forum gets stronger by the day and i really do feel proud to be a part of it, as im sure most other forum members do too. We have found many new friends and learned so much from each others experiences and of course from the technical experts.
Tomorrow is my meeting at the school with the lady from the autism team. I’m a bit nervous, which is why i’m awake so late at night. My son’s obsessions seem to be growing and he’s wanting to be at home all the time. Maybe its his “safe” place, safe from people and safe from the world outside which he doesnt really understand. Who knows?
Today, hes drawn a big pile of pictures, every one of them of a shark or sharks teeth or a sad face inside a sharks mouth. Hes been on you tube watching everything he can find thats to do with sharks. He just types in the word “sharks” and thats him sorted. I shouldnt pity him, he is who he is but sometimes i just want to hug him and lock him away from the big bad world.
We had word yesterday that our mortgage has been transferred to another company. Perhaps another sign of the credit crunch? Our fixed rate ends next year and i do worry about the interest rates and the fact that hubby’s IVA will still be on his credit file for a further year after that. It looks like we will have to slog it out for that extra year and hope that maybe after that, things will have started to settle down again. We felt quite secure after the IVA completed and now i’m feeling a bit anxious again. Doesnt life have a funny way of knocking you down again every time you pick yourself up?
I really should take myself off to bed now. I’m running the risk of sounding like the bringer of doom and gloom LOL
To all my lovely forum friends………i love you all xxxxxx     To any new members that may be reading……….Keep your chin up, theres always a sollution to every problem and you WILL find the one that suits you xxxxx
Goodnight all xxxxxx
